Posted by Anonymous on 2015/05/06 under Uncategorized Thanks for being my shield. Thanks for the protection and support. Also the reassurance and appreciative words. I’m deeply moved by the hidden care. You are so sweet but pretending to be not. If I were allowed to be with you I would. Only if fate allows, I would smile for you every day. And give you a hug when you need it. We could be the right pair, but we met at the wrong time. Anyway, you are and always will be the special one in my heart. I wish I could do something more for you. I don’t think I could ever leave your side now. I was unsure about staying here but now I don’t think I could easily go away, because of you. If you go I will be sad. But it looks like you’ll stay too. Maybe this is the only way I can be occasionally next to you. It’s better than not seeing you. There are certainly sentiments between us, let’s see how it plays out. For now, I try my best to keep my calm and act normal. But sometimes it gets difficult. If one day, the sentiments should break the dam and overflow, it would be fate. But I don’t want it to be disaster. I don’t want you to be hurt. I don’t want to break your world apart. So I’ll just keep the distance. Well, hope you’re sleeping tight now. I’ll hide and cleanse away this little bit of heartache.